“Happy Mother’s Day Mommy,
I love you so much, sorry when I hurt you in rages
but even then I still love you.”I found his card to be sweet and a little sad. I know without a doubt that he regrets what’s happened in the past and I know that it was his illness that brought these things on. But as his mother I want to make it all better. I wish I could remove the guilt he now feels. But I also recognize that his feelings represent a place of healing for him, because he’s now able to show empathy for others and can see how his actions have hurt others. This is a good place to be, but on Mother’s Day, I wish he could just feel like a regular kid.
Boy do I love this son of mine... to the moon and back.